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The Way of Escape / Going Numb

from TESTOSTERONE by The VICE Bots

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Oh God...

YeHoVaH, my Father,
Look your daughter;
I have been uncovered to my bones.
The wandering stars found me in the field,
I have cried out and no one heard me.

My LORD,
I am a land barren.
A plight has come against my grain,
And against my soil,
And there is no rain.

My Creator,
I am disassembled,
My body flees from me,
My flesh melts under me,
My veins prophesy

Restorer,
I am a temple disgraced,
Waiting for Your promise,
I am begging for Your mercy,
In the hour of my destruction

My God...

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*A Voice*: 1st Timothy 5:23 - Drink no longer water, but use a little wine for thy stomach’s sake and thine often infirmities."

Shell: What do you mean?!

-there is no response-

Shell: GOD PLEASE, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?!?!

-there is no response-

Shell: Oh God no, I can't go back to that, I FINALLY got sober, I finally started fixing this, I can't go back... God, please, I can't go back...

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Shell: I'm fine.

Missy: Are you sure?

Shell: I SAID I'M FINE!

Missy: ...

Missy: ... C'mon, you can talk to me.

Shell: ... ... I can't get my ********. I haven't been able to for nearly 2 months.

Missy: ...

Shell: I don't know who I am any more. I don't recognise my face. I don't recognise my body... I can't focus on anything, and I'm angry, all the time. I hate EVERYTHING, and i hate myself more. Constant noise, just this constant noise in my head, it's overwhelming me, I'm just so agitated. I just want this to end. I want my face back. I want my body back. I just want my hair back...

Missy: ...

Shell: I'm afraid I'm gonna start drinkin' again.

Missy: ... I understand -

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from TESTOSTERONE, track released May 17, 2021

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