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Sex Drive

from TESTOSTERONE by The VICE Bots

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I can't seem to [inaudible]. I haven't felt like this in [inaudible] behind me for good. Its so loud in here... I'm so agitated. Gears just grinding, grinding, grinding. I wish I was home, away from public. I wish I could hide, and hide... Too much pressure. I look, and it gets worse. I look away, for a second. I stare, and I'm with her. Tied in fevered knots. Sweat. Suspended [inaudible] tearing through you. *You're jealous* Reaching. {Why would you say that?} Almost *Because you used to be beautiful, and now you're turning into a monster* there. I [Inaudible]. Breathing is so soothing. I listen to myself breath, my lungs sound very close. I see nothing; it is white and panoramic, I see it in 360 degrees. My ears are ringing, like they need to pop. This is a comfortable place. Is this eternity? It feels like eternity. Im so relaxed here. I think something was bothering me, but i don't think i want to remember. I don't want to remember that I... That I can't be... That I'm... Detr... I don't wanna think about...an... I don't want to be...sit...i... Please God help me...on...ing... White fades to grey, and everything is grey. My face is grey. That pleasant ringing turns grinding. Ever grinding. I'm so DAMNED AGITATED! THIS IS TOO MUCH! ... God I don't want to go back...

"Do you know how disgusting you are?"
...yes
(...Don't look at him...)
"LOOK AT ME!"
... ...
...(He's hideous. His face is grey, his cheeks are sunken in. His hair is falling out. He looks angry. This is the man I hate most in this world)
"Aren't you ashamed?!"
Of course I am...
-give up-
-give in-
-he's become stronger than you-
-overpowering-
-fade from your Shell-
-and die in his cold hands-

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from TESTOSTERONE, released July 4, 2020

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